As I sat across from him once again in the cozy cafe, enveloped by the gentle glow of the lights and the heady aroma of freshly roasted beans, time stood still. This man whose strong but tender presence had prompted an emotion, unknowingly captivated my heart. Everyone seemed to be living in a time warp. Immersed in this serene haven of mutual respect and understanding, the chaotic, hurried, and unpredictable world beyond seemed to melt away.
A weighty silence enveloped us as the previously audible hum of nearby conversations faded into a faraway murmur. It wasn’t laden with anticipation, but it was there, an unseen thread spun from the echoes of our reciprocated silences and the things we failed to say.
That fateful night in October resurfaced in my mind. On that fateful night, he transformed from a trusted companion and wise guide into something more enigmatic, a riddle whose fragments are scattered across my emotions.
He seemed able to see straight through me with his kind, perceptive eyes. He seemed to be able to read my mind, picking up on the underlying feelings that I had worked so hard to contain for so long. The way he was with me made me feel both noticed and unnoticed. Paradoxically, it felt reassuring even as it frightened me.
His comments had hung in the air like a gentle challenge that night. His voice was soft and soothing, even caress-like, as he had whispered, “You have so much inside you.” “Why is so much of your life being kept hidden from me?” It would be beneficial for you to share it.
I sat across from him, attempting to evade his stare with a fidget with the rim of my coffee cup, as the truth of his words resounded in my head. It was always so hard to let people in on the truth about who I really was: a person who hid a whirlwind of feelings beneath her surface and whose smile served as a shield even when she felt like crumbling under the pressure.
His simple words had been a balm, calming. Still, they were burdened by something more profound. Something they hinted was a reality I wasn’t sure I was emotionally prepared to confront. Would it be realistic to let him in on all my secrets? In the presence of someone who appeared to comprehend me better than everyone else, could I open myself to such a degree? That idea worried me.
I felt a draw, a gravitational force, from being in his company, and I couldn’t stop being present.
Like he could read my mind, he waited patiently for me to reveal my vulnerabilities, his gentle words of encouragement shining brightly even as I trembled with doubt.
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